XXShiro-KunXX

wow it's been ages since I came on here, it's taken nearly an hour to sort through my inbox-oh dear lord I missed quiet a bit. I've spent the last year getting to know and love Tumblr, like I adore it, I can't live without it and I'm completely hooked on it. With my seemingly never ending exams (two months left of my GCSEs wohoo!) I had to pick up a new stress reliever, mum wasn't happy with all my baking expenses so I re-started up knitting which I hate because of how long it takes, so mum taught me how to crochet. The fruits of my labours have been uploaded, well most of them anyway. I'm hooked on jewellery making too! just waiting for some pieces to come in from ebay and then I'll get started fully but my collection of lil bits and bobs are ever growing.

So basically I've spent a year finding my inner DIY Diva and I'm hooked, trying to squeese my school work into my life and I'm glad to be back on here

Rules:

-Pick ten people to write messages to
-Do not say who they are meant for
-Tag five people

1. I'm reminded of you nearly every day and miss you even more, yeah we still talk but you're no longer the person you used to be, I know you tell me I'm one of those you don't have to feign around so why does it feel like you're still laughing and smiling for the sake of it. You're beautiful and I've told you how much you mean to me, how I refuse to live a day longer then you on this earth. Remember this little friend once in awhile will you?

2. For a 'friend' in RL, I'm sorry I stole your Tango yesterday and your M&Ms, fit of insanity I tell you-I don't like chocolate or Tango. I'm hoping you'll reply soon, I've been dreaming of you all night until 5am when I couldn't sleep no more, 2 hours of sleep-nice right. Whatever your decision is I'm by your side, forget the world and hold my hand when goings get to hard cos I'd burn the world just to see a gleam in your eyes.

3. My big e-sis who's been supportive, crazy and just damn epic this entire time. Thank you for waiting-I'm back now, my mocks went well so mums lifted the computer ban and lifes-well lifes always going to be hard right so staying away from people like you, who make my day is just plain stupid. I've missed you ALOT and I have a whole lot of catching up and making up to do.

4. You mean so bloody much to me, we haven't met face to face but we'r close-I don't know many people I can trust more then you and you know I'm always here for you, you're bloody amazing, talented, crazy, funny and our short conversations make my days worthwhile, I'm sorry I worry you but remember our promise, whenever you need me I'm here for you. Love you you crazy girl.

5. You're an amazing dancer, a fantastic writer, a skillful artist and an altogether beautiful person. You put yourself down to much but everything I've said to you has been nothing but truth, your pieces do make my mouth drop in awe and I wish that there was a way I could actually see you dance. You make me smile and for that I owe you a thousand thanks.

6. Your smiles are beautiful, seriously they are but even more amazing is the person you are. We haven't talked in awhile but my respect for you is still there, FG wouldn't be FG without you and I'm glad you're there. Times tend to get difficult, life's hard but just remember wherever you are, with whoever-be you because nobody can be you better. Those that don't love you for who you are but who they want you to be-well to hell with them cos you are beautiful.

7. My beautiful wifey, you've told me to forget about him and I've been unsuccessful yet you still hold my hand, let me cry on your shoulder and tell me it's all going to be alright. You're that light at the end of the road that keeps me going. You're talented, amazing, beautiful and he most insane person I've met-who cares if you didn't get in to Oxford? How many people can say they got into Kings? Thank you for taking me under your wing that day in class, they're all wrong, there's no other role model better than you.

8. I'm sorry I couldn't hold up with my end of the collab but you've been nothing but understanding and for that I owe you so much. your writing is amazing and yes your style isn't sweet and fluffy like most others but you are you and that's the person we all love.  Prize your opinions because that is what defines you as the person you are and continue through life bringing tears, laughter and smiles to those who have the pleasure of reading your work.

9. Love you so much it's beginning to hurt.

10. Sometimes you can be the stupidest person ever, like what you did yesterday but your hearts in the right place-Stop hiding and just be you and take knock backs in to your stride because what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Havign a very tough time trying to upload everythign that litters my notebooks (years of ignoring my maths and English teachers) and it's still in progress but all my fics on here and many others that aren't on here will be uploaded on to it:

www.fanfiction.net/u/2764157/X…

I hate writers block *cries a bit* specially now in the hols wen I have nothin to do cos 1) I'm not allowed out. 2) I have to entertain and help out cos of the stupid guests and I have nothin better to do in between handin out appetizers and settin the dinner table

Not to mention the lack of internet....I blame it on the government...stinkin Gordon Brown.

I miss him so much too, stupid boy...I haven't seen him in 2 WHOLE weeks

I need ideas for my AkuRoku cos my minds buzzin with ideas for my NaruSasu but I was dumb enough to draft my NaruSasu but post my AkuRoku up here straight away.....I'm dumb.....Ugh enough ranting.

Wow I get tagged alot but haha atleast I'm so bored at the mo I can be bothered to do it.

RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

1. Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty XD

2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Innocent

7. Kissed a picture?
Guilty

8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

10. Held a snake?
Guilty

11. Been suspended from school?
Innocent

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent

13. Stolen something?
Innocent

14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent

15. Done something you regret?
Guilty

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Guilty

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty

18. Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

19. Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty

22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

23. Shaved your head?
Innocent

24. Slept naked?
Innocent

25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent

27. Been in a band?
Innocent

28. Shot a gun?
Innocent

29. Donated Blood?
Innocent

30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

35. Been too honest?
Guilty

36. Ruined a surprise?
Innocent

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty

38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty

40. Joined a pageant?
Innocent

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Innocent

43. Cheated on someone?
Innocent

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Guilty

46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty

48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty

49. Thought about murder?
Guilty

50. How about Mass Murder?
Deffo guilty

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Innocent

52. Stalked someone?
Innocent

53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
Innocent

Yikes I've got alotta guilties....okat tagging...cnt be bothered so anyone watching me who recieves this journal entery in their msg inbox is TAGGED